Hello. What else can I say but yes, hello to you again my dear blog, it’s been a while 🙂 Finally had the motivation to update you. Been wanting to do so but I just can’t get in the mood yet but here we are finally. I guess I’ll start with a few life updates about me.
Apparently, I really did lost the motivation to keep a blog when I didn’t renew my domain. Sucks right? This has been my problem ever since like I can’t keep up to do the things I like and keep losing the passion on it and then keep seeking a new one. I’m already in my 30s and still pretty much lost with what I wanted to do with. Probably affects a lot with my current situation as a breadwinner, arguing to myself if I should pursue what I want or what is better for living (my family) and yes, it’s pretty hard but I guess right now, you can say we are surviving? We still have a lot of problems to deal with but as long as you have the will to fight and keep move forward then you can. Life must go on as they say or you can just end things easily if you really don’t like it anymore. No, I’m not doing that really if you know what I mean but I ended up thinking. Yes, you can help it and it’s one of the easiest way to end such hardship if no one’s there to support or you find help 🙁 I know it’s sad and it’s bad but I was on that situation. But I can’t though, coz I’m scared— Hahaha! So we choose to keep moving forward and I love my family 🙂
This is pretty much a heavy update to start with. Though I didn’t intended to but yeah it went there. Maybe because of what I still feel about myself and in the situation I’m in and everything just flows on what I wanted to write about here XD Anyways, so much for the start of drama! Let me give you update on what’s currently going on about me 🙂
Oh before anything else, just wanted to tell how I manage to comeback here (and probably gone again XD) but apparently, I’ve been receiving emails from bloglovin’ and all are about “USERNAME” has followed your blog and they were a lot?? Kimi-Hana.net is already dead and I know those users are just some bots or whatsoever but it made me remember that I have still a blog here and also, 2 blogger friends help me decide to comeback coz they’re actively updating their blogs 😀 and makes me wanted to do so XD I just got inspired to write stuff again XD So shout out to these lovely fellas~ Catacatacaka & angielfexo thanks for keep blogging! Blogs are not yet dead! XD
Well we all know right now we are in a situation that will be kept in History. A pandemic has occurred in 21st century and until now, the countries are still struggling— to survive and look for a cure. For our country, we are still in lockdown. It started March 15 so it’s already been 2 months of lockdown and I haven’t stepped out as well since that time. I’m for sure very satisfied being a homebody but right now, I’m so bored inside and makes me want to go out but of course we can’t and as much as I wanted, I still have to follow.
I can say I’m one of those privilege people who can continue normally with life even if it’s pandemic. What I mean is, I still have work, I can eat 3 meals a day, we’re not sick though still financially struggling but can manage. I can still play games, watch anime/movie, shop online and sleep peacefully tho it’s so hot right now (summer in the PH). I am currently working from home. Thanks to the company for considering this that everything still feels normal but thinking outside of it, it’s so sad to see your fellowmen suffering. I just hope everything gets back to normal and we could live out our lives again~ I know it will happen but hope it’ll be soon.
My sister is working in Qatar right now and she said people are also suffering there. Specially the gov’t doesn’t provide much support system towards their foreign workers. Also, the gov’t decided to cut down their salary that’s why somehow it has affected our monthly budget. Unfortunately some workers as well have been laid-off which is luckily my sister still can keep hers.
My brother on the other hand is pretty much a bum. They don’t have online classes like others do coz not all are privilege to do so. So we don’t know what their school is planning right now but I hope they could just consider leaving of this semester and proceed to the next one. I have already paid his tuition tho. Hopefully they will come up with a better plan after this.
Mom is frequent on going out to do some buying for the household so I’m thankful she’s healthy and strong but still needs to be careful. She has begun to be health conscious every since with health card. It’s good as she can monitor and maintain herself. Since it’s social distancing, there’s no Zumba agenda for the Moms in the neighborhood so she does it with herself alone thru youtube which I find it cute 🙂 My mom gets adorable sometimes. My dad is okay too. He’s really old but he can still manage to do some house works. We do not stop him from doing what he wanted to do but we keep telling him if he can’t anymore, he can just stop and tell us what to do. So far it’s good.
Overall, we’re okay. Aside from I’m getting fat during this pandemic XD I wanted to exercise but I’m so lazy XD HAHAHAHA! What do you usually do while on lockdown? How are your situations during this pandemic? I hope you guys are all alright!
This is all for now for the update. I quite written a lot but hope you don’t mind reading and sharing your thoughts okay? I’ll be back with my 2019 Life updates then! Thanks for reading!